Hello Internet,
It's been a week. It's currently 12:53 AM. I saw my therapist today. I don't have any motivation. I was in an online game when a wave of self-hatred washed over, and shared my thoughts with the people in the lobby. Responses are as follows (names anonymized):
The Weak Seal: Sometimes it be like that
imagination_no: bcus ur mind puts u off and makes u procrastinate, so be better than ur mind
imagination_no: simply start whatever u want to do
imagination_no: free will, enjoy
Bannersword: maybe try setting small goals that are achievable and then forcing yourself to just do 5 minutes of that task until you actually finish
imagination_no: or go all in bcus your better
Bannersword: or try crack
The Weak Seal: Small victories are still victories
The Weak Seal: Crack might be a good idea too though
Miss Cognition: crack rocks
imagination_no: trust ive been there so much u just have to realise u have free will and its not that hard, youll be so proud of urself i promise
imagination_no: u can do it easy
imagination_no: ur better than the limitations
It's currently 1:03 AM. I have begun to label moments where I am down as debris.
I wanted to write a poem here. I can't think of anything worth rhyming.
See you next time, Internet.